New Year Equals New Me

Like the title, a new year equals a new me. I start my first fast tomorrow. I know this a like 8 days late in the year, but I am not letting anyone take Ana away from me. I will workout every day for at least four hours and take in less the 500 calories a day. I will not fuck up this time, and if I fail, I'm just not working hard enough. I will run a mile as soon as I can get to the track. I'm addicted to circuit training now. It's so much fun! I never get bored with it! I'm sick of looking around at my family and seeing their worried faces and threats to send me back to the hospital, but I'm not going to give up this time. This is something I don't think I can recover from considering I keep returning back to it.